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Finally, I choose to give up.
It used to be my dream, and my only dream. I don't know the reason why I give up, maybe because of time. Some people say that time is the best medicine to cure the past. Or I have found something else I want to own. It's noon outside but there's little light in my room. A light gives me all warm against the cold feeling.
Don't I care about whatever I want?  No, there is still the scene in my memory, but what's different is that I can catch it any more. It has been a dream far away from my real life.
The new environment isn't what I really want. I can see the complex world clearly. Someone are studying all day long, while someone are doing what they are interested in all the time. Meanwhile, I do the way I choose. During the way, I have given up many thing and failed many times. I am always adjusting my way, which made me very tired.
Today, I find a new goal instead of what I've given just now. In my habit, I don't like anyone else to know my goal, maybe I'm afraid of the feeling of failing. So my dear friends, who are visiting my blog and reading this, give me sometime to do something. I will disappear some time, though I've been recluse the days before.
This year I have learnt how to give up. I know that I can't do everything I want. Maybe I'm lonely and negative in the following days. I must try my best to get through those time. Let me think of what I should do and what I shouldn't do.
Tomorrow is another day. High tide and low water are where the joy of life is in.
When I'm tired, I go to sleep.

Posted by Liyun

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